Part 2/ I was an Arsonist

 Luke 6:45

A good man brings good things
 out of the good stored up in his heart,

and an evil man brings
 evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart.

 For the mouth speaks what the heart is full of.

I didn't want to believe that the negative, hurtful, or verbal assaults I unleashed onto people, portrayed what my heart really felt. I have lost friendships because I hit below the belt with my mouth. I hurt my own family members. Destroying what took years to build, I tore down in minutes. All because I was hurt. I wanted them to feel the damage they were pouring out to me. Whether I was right or not, does not mean one thing in God's eyes. When I tear down another person, I am tearing down one of his own. And when I tear down one of his own, I am making myself the judge, jury, trial, and the verdict. This is where I could not justify my actions at any cost, anymore.

(The points below, I often have to meditate on, so I don't start anymore fires.)

• Hurt people, hurt people. I don't want to carry hurt.
• Silence is sometimes the loudest thing that can be heard,and be the best unspoken words never said. 
• Let go from the start, and not the end.
• What am I reflecting? 

With an ending to an eventful week, with a wink of the eye, and a pat on the back, I say, "Keep up the good work, because we are growing beyond belief."

God bless. Crystal..