I am no one.

Luke 22:42

“Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me;

yet not my will, but yours be done.”

Guys, I have been filled with the Holy Spirit all day. My heart just hurts today. It hurts in a weird way. Someone told me today that a little boy, who is only 7 is going to die today. This boy lives in Colorado Springs. I don't know him. But I guess he has cancer, and was at school today, and he went down from there. By the time I heard about it, the word was that he will probably not make it, and the family is just waiting for his brother to come, and then it will be done. Man this hurts me. I prayed. I went directly to God, and asked him is there any way that this can pass this little boy. And I ended my prayer with God if it is your will then it shall be done. I'm choked up. I believe that I can go directly to God, and if it is in his will, he can make miracles happen. To me God has the final say.

I am blogging through the tears. My heart stays heavy . I am glad for it. When any one asks me to pray for them , or a friend, or family member, I feel so honored. I take it seriously. I fall asleep praying for all of us. I know its just not this little boy that has me crying. But I cry for you all. I cry for you all, all the time. To me we are all one day closer to dying. I cry because we are so so precious. So worthy, and beautiful we are. This world seems so cruel at times. But I believe in the promise of God. And I will not compensate my belief for one thing in this world. All I got is the belief. And I choose to believe in me, and you.  I am no one. I'm not a special angel. I am not holier than thou. I am just a person that understands.....

With the tears in my eyes,

and a spirit set on fire by the Holy Spirit,

and with a big pat on the back,

Keep Up The Good Work,

because we are growing beyond belief.

God bless. Crystal Jones. Blessed be The Lord.